Monday, October 28, 2013

Giving Up My To-Do List and Finding My Life and more…

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Giving Up My To-Do List and Finding My Life and more…


 

Giving Up My To-Do List and Finding My Life

by Arielle Ford

Last April, just after dinner, Brian sat me down on the couch and said something that was the equivalent of the heart-stopping phrase,

"We have to talk."

I remember this sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach, followed by the thought, "Oh no, what have I done?"

With the passing of my sister, Debbie, in February, we had both been through several brutal months, trying our best to survive as she slipped away from us. Neither one of us were getting much sleep, both of us deep in our grief, and I was finally back at work trying to tackle not one, but three, gigantic projects.

In the sweetest, most gentle voice, Brian began to share with me his massive concern for my health and wellbeing. With tears in his eyes, he told me he really felt that if I didn't stop the long, intense hours and stressing out so much, he was afraid I would get very sick and possibly even "work myself to death."

As someone who has always been able to accomplish major things, juggle lots of...

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Regret Is a Can of Worms.

by Jennifer Pastiloff

I'd been wanting to write a piece on regret, so when my sometimes therapist said, "We are going for a life of no regrets here, Jen, remember?" it seemed like just the right set of words to distract me into a Yea, that's right, no regrets. 

Which reminds me…

I'd like to write that piece right now, so we no longer have to talk about having kids and if it's the right time and how I should just start trying so that I live my regret-free life with as relatively few regrets as possible. Because what if I wait until January like I want to, so I can still lead my Italy retreat, and I have a hard time conceiving? Will I be mad at myself that I didn't start trying sooner? Will I regret it? I am done with such conversations for now, so I will write a piece on the internalization of regret instead: the I'm sorries, the I wish I did it betters, the If I could do it over agains.

Anything but this decision. I've just gone completely off my meds, and, quite frankly, I liked...

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