I was a binge eater pretty much out of the womb. Born into a family with an abusive father and a passive mother, I ate to find comfort. Eating put me in a physical and emotional stupor that allowed me to tune out the pain of home. It also led to early obesity. By the time I was ten, I weighed close to 100 pounds.
Even after I left home, the binge eating stayed. It had become a deeply imbedded part of me. My feelings of lack of worth and shame were tied to my body and to food, creating a big, messy psychological pattern. It took hard work to find the self-love I needed to realize that I could overcome my eating disorder. And I did—I lost 100 pounds in the year after my twenty-fourth birthday, and I've kept it off for twenty-six years. I clearly knew firsthand that binge eating was a psychological disorder. So I was surprised to hear that binge eating was added to the Diagnostic and Statistic Manual of Mental Disorders just a few months ago. As the New York Times pointed out in a...
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